I'm happy for my friends right now who are taking chances at love again. While I may not be in the same boat, I'm grateful nevertheless.
N. is seeing this singer. I., this Italian-British guy, and well R., enjoying * once again. T. and K. are technically out of the market since they have families already.
It restores my confidence in love and trust. It's scary to gamble. Although I'm not about to it again, I'm sure my friends' experiences will tell me, it should be worth the risk.
Last night, I thought I'd be better off if I don't hang out with couple-friends, because seeing them amplifies my singleblessedness, unintentionally. But thought, what the heck.
They say, it's always greener on the other side. Someday soon, I'll be grazing there. I'm happy where I am right now.
Just an aside. Until a friend told me, I didn't know my blog read heavy, sad, lonely, depressed. Well, just a disclaimer, I'm not always like that, hehehe. That was my subconscious you were reading.
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parang prelude to another solo cry moment ito a.
solo cry, ano un? hehehehehehe
josh,
i object. i don't accept that the slumps have become a regular fare in my life. and besides, you've only read my blog entries that were written at specific periods. naturalmente, if you've read the "collections" of those sad entries, you're bound to conclude it's like that through and through. makes me think, i'd better write about my happy moments. hehehehe. but then again, sorrow is the natural ink of my prose. ehehehehe. i write better when i'm pissed. ;P
I object! (in Elle Woods fashion)
People may think you're depressed and in a sh*@ty situation, but hanging out with us, we all know nothing can be further from the truth. While we all have moments like this, and fortunately, WE ARE ALLOWED TO HAVE THEM.
And that's where we enter the scene. To cheer you up, at all cost! (Uhm, magkano bang nag-arkila ng boitoy to do a lapdance on you? Hehehe!)
Ewan ha, pero andami ngang umaaligid dyan sa'yo e! :)
Sige, paglaruan mo muna si 9-years junior, wehehehe!
Huu-whhaaaaattt??? Nine years your junior? E di 12 lang iyon? Hihihi! People only have to look closer. Your name says it all. Hopeful, promising, fighting, new life. Cheers!
to j.,
nine years junior to issey. not me. i happen to find him cute. pero wala yun. tulad ng lahat ng bagay sa mundo, wala. ehehehee.
gari,
just stop commenting. i don't know you. consider this a conversation amongst friends, technically, you're just butting in.
PLEASE
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