"You have a lot of explaining to do," N., calls up out of the blue, after a long absence.
"Huh? What about?" I asked, clueless.
"Hmmmm," N., said mockingly. As if I didn't know.
"What about?" I inquired further.
"P. arrived," he said finally.
"Oh, that. Yeah," I said, simmering down from an imagined climax.
Well that.
Last night, I called up J. to apologise for my behavior on the phone last Saturday (or was it Sunday morning?). I remember cutting him off with a cold "I will talk to you tomorrow."
I remember calling him before sleeping. I couldn't remember what I had said then.
"Pang Magpakailanman 'yun," J filled in the details.
"Huh? O shit," I didn't think it was that mushy/melodramatic shit.
But I'm guessing it actually was.
On Oprah last night. A replay on the subject of getting over, of closures.
"God is on our TV sets," I texted R.
He was reminding.
I actually felt stupid, that something like that needs repeating. It's been a couple of months already for crying out loud.
Acting stupid is not going to be my hobby.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
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